Idas Blogg

Igår såg jag filmen, P. S I love you och Prinsen och Jag 2.

Vi var hos my Lovely friend Emelie. Vi hade en jätte mysigt tjejkväll. Vi diskuterade några viktiga saker, som sex, love and boys or men. Vi åt chips och brownies med, hur gott som helst.

Tack Emelie för en mysig kväll I had a plast.

Jag tror att många har sett den filmen P.S. I love you, och kanske tyckte att den är långtråkigt?

Men det tyckte inte jag. I fell in love with the movie.

Hur underbar var inte filmen? Man kunde inte slita ögonen från den, och sorgligt var den också.

Kanske för mycket sorgsen i den. Jag har nog aldrig gråtit så mycket på länge. Tänk att förlora någon man älskar över allt annat. Vad gör man? Men Gerry var ju gudomligt bra kille som hade planerad allt åt henne. Alla 10 breven hon fick, som uppfriskade henne minne, om allt de hade gått igenom.

I början var hon bitchig och en fru som bara Gerry kunde stå ut, men kärlek är stort och gör så att man tål mycket. Jag älskade Gerry i filmen och det var skönt att se en sådan film för att påminna en om hur lyckligt man är som har en som man älskar och älskar en tillbaka. Jag hoppas av hela mitt hjärta att ingen behöver uppleva en sådan sorg, att förlora sin man så ung som han var.

I love you so much my love.

Däremot Prinsen och jag var helt katastrof. Den skulle vara roligt men den var bara långtråkig och man visste vad som kommer att hända. Väldigt tråkig och jag skulle aldrig se den om, inte ens om jag blev tvungen. For god sake don't rent it.

Detta borde egentligen ha skrivits igår men vad fan, who cares.

Imorgon är det skola och jag ska snacka med my love and sen ska jag hitta kläderna som jag ska ha på mig imorgon och jag får inte glömma att hämta boken hos Biblioteket.

Sov Gott alla.

Hallo Diary.

I remembered something....!

When I was a little girl I always said I hate to get married and so on.

And you know what, now I really feel that I want a man who loves me and want to have a family with me. I want a boy and a girl and their names are going to be, Theo and Esmeralda.

Or maybe I need to ask their father too? Well I know he will listen to me, he has no other chooses.

A week ago I and my family went to look at a house that was for sale, and it was a typical little house for a little family. I felt so empty inside. I mean I am still young right?

I don't have to feel pressure to get married and stuff? I mean I have school to go too.

But when I was in my hometown I felt like a loser, because I wasn´t engaged to anyone. 

I mean if I wanted I would easy get engaged and married. The guy who I met at the beach asked me to be his wife, but of course I said no. I mean I am young, please say I am young?

I have always felt bad for the girls who got married at the early age. But now I don't know if I feel bad for them any long. In fact I think it is, in some way, good that they get married and start a family.

They don't need to work or go to school, their husband do everything that needs to be done.

The only things they need to do are coking and take care of their children,

Still it can be boring to do that every day, but I don't know I like the idée to not have to do anything and just be with my kids. And make dinner to my husband.

 Too late for that dream, now I go to college and have to read 4 books in a short time, can't get any better. Well I hope I haven't waste my time unnecessary.

The positive thing with school is that I can have fun with guys three more years.

Another thing that was kind of interesting.

In summer they are so many girls who get married, with guys who live outside Kosovo.  This old men (they usually are old, because young guys aren't ready to get married,) got to the hometown every summer, so they can see how they future wife body look like, and they pick one. I am not kidding latterly pick one. The guy can be 30 years old and the girl is only 17 years old. Talk about age different. Anyway, they choose one and get engaged goes back to his house outside their hometown.

He waits one year for the summer to come so he can get married.

The interesting part or the more the funny part is that in one day they are more than 30 girls who get married at the SAME DAY. When you get married you usually say, this is my day, but in my hometown it is not only your day, instead you have a wedding next to a another couple who also have they wedding at the same day. I mean how fun is that? I want to be the only one, at least in my town, who get married. I don't like sharing.

The reason why I haven't written this text in Swedish is because I want to get better when it comes to write in English. I am better at talking then writing.

You will never believe what happent today!

By the way hi to you all.

Today was the first day at school and it happens something very funny. At my first day in high school I and my friend decided to have the same model of jeans. The reason why we did it was because we were afraid that other students will laugh at us. And I must say we look great. Back to what happen today. A girl, who goes at the same class as me, had the same T-shirt as me. How cool is that? From now on it will be a tradition to have the same clothes as someone in who will go at the same class as me. The next funny thing that happens today was when I got off the bus and went at the wrong direction. I was the only one who went at the wrong way, so after 50 meters I said to myself, what you are doing, so I turned back and when at the right way. Thank God I didn't miss the buss for that. Today we met over teachers and I got scared as hell. They look so serious. The manly teachers had costumes and the female teachers looked to smart. I was like, damn this is going to a difficult course and I have to work by ass off. Owe apartment was nice, but the chairs were horrible. How will I do when I have to sit there from 13:00 - 16:00 almost every day? Well it has to go somehow. At least I have something I can talk to, the girl who had the same T-shirt! Tomorrow I have to go and buy my books and start reading, because now on Wednesday I have my first lesson. Can´t wait. But what would I wear for cloths?

The most important part with the day was that no one in my class is over 30 years old. They are all young and hot.

By biggest fear was to go with old people and I am glad I don't. And they are so many hot guys in my class. This is to Em. Em you remember the hot guy with black jacket? Guess what he goes in my class, hallelujah! But there was a hot guy who is Swedish and blond, hallo hot dude. The best part was that he was alone with no friends. Maybe I should be his friend? Kidding I have my love who I love very much! Well that's it for today. I will tell you later more about the guys and school. Now I have to take a show r and sleep. Damn what I hate to take the bus and then train to get to collage.

So much stress.

T-shirt
Kjol (Syrrans från Danmark)
Skor - DinSko

Här ser man lite bättre hur outfiten ser ut:)

Älskar skorna!

My baby shoes:) från din sko får 399:- (40 euro)

Då är man tillbaka till det normala livet:)
Fast jag skulle kunna ha haft semester lite längre:)
Helst på stranden, där mycket hände;) ( if u know what I mean)
Palla ej skriva men jag vill ha bilderna någonstans om datorn skulle dö,
så jag lägger ut nåra semester bilder:)
By the way I love Italiaaaaaaaaaaan och pizzan damn they are to goooooooood!

Jag o min kusin på ett bröllop

Une para universiteti politeknik
cfare ndryshim ka universiteti i politikes me kyt? apo jan njisoj?

Para universitetit
dhe mbi Nene Terezen:P

Hela universitet och Jag:)

Here I will work one day:P
Nese behem politikane!

Här tog vi en fika:)
Shume vend i bukur!

Skenderbeu deshti me dal ne foto dhe e lash;)
si kemi dalur? Cift per lakmi ee:p

Une

Mitt i Centrum!

Jag på Hotellet ne Velipoje!
hur mysigt som helst var hotellet!

Dont ask:p

På stranden:) Fått lite färg elr?

PMS DAY!

Me in the sun;)
Lägger flera bilder senare!
Ciaaoooooooo:P